Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Unfinished Memories

I didn't mean for you to leave like that.


Sometimes I have a hard time understanding what you want, or what you need, or what you meant to say. Sometimes I'm stupid. Sometimes I'm stubborn. Sometimes I'm too blunt. Sometimes I don't understand. But I want to understand. I want you to show me how to understand. Time is nothing when it comes to you--because when I'm with you, talking to you, seeing you, time dissapeares and it just feels like we're in a sense of forever. I know things seem impossible at times, but when I feel that way, I just remember your smile and how I want to be the reason for that smile for the rest of my life.

I don't want things to happen overnight. I don't want everything next month, or the next. I want patience with whatever we're doing, or decide to do. If I can be in your life, somehow or another, then I'll take it and be grateful. Like I've said, I'll take you however you'll let me have you.

I love you until the end of the world. I always will. 

And I'll say sorry, because I didn't make you smile tonight when you went to sleep. 

Forgive me, please.


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